Dont ever let go. Never .

Just admit tht you think i totally sucks .
to the apple core .

Watch me fall .

i wont get in volleyball , i guess .
and it's no use.
on a lighter note , jiaxin, im not leaving ! be happy (:


went bck to rulang with jiali. suppose to meet val there, but she was at home. wth . -.-
then , umm , then went round to find mdm goh, ms sarifah and blahblah, and oh mdm joyce lee dont recognise me , and i didnt bother to call her . what joy. and i didnt see foo lao shi leh . so sad.
and then , i bused home, sms szesong, he said he walk past rulang. wanted him to come and find me cos, i want see how he looks .ahah . and umm, he was lazy and wanted to go home sleep . lol . -.- then , went home to change and out to je with val .
and um , i was late for 45minutes i guess. yah , so um , we went imm first to search for her friend's bday present. ok , they're richos . LOL. and um , didnt find anything. saw daryl, tht mr gay . he was carrying yellow bag . as in the brand yellow .lmaos . then i smack him hard. i didnt want to lol . i was going to scare him . how i know . then after tht val wanted to buy the coffee pencil case . but stephanie said it was gay , yah , so didnt . LOL.
then train down to bugis . and nik was suppose to come . but she didnt , and waste alot of my phone money . walaoeh . then bought things and val pulled me to go home . ok , tht's it.
bye.

I'm cold, Very .

i think im cold, i dont know how to care about ppl at all ?
and i failed at cheering ppl up. i only like to do things for a while , then willl get sick of it . (i swear, not in vb .)
i think im a total failure.
TOTAL .

Dont let me die .

click for clearer view . :X

hoping tht guides rather, mdm ong will let me go~

Lies, lies, promises are meant to be broken, aint it ?

i made up my mind.
im gonna be healthy, strictly no fried food(smetimes la )
and vege more (:
LOL, and Eugene said he and shikai gonna teach me vollllly . Omg ! loveyaaaas .
ok, healthy = not frequent bloggings, more vollly, more vege, and emm , more hmwks i guess . so yay , bye babbiieieees !

Somethings, i just cant say .

private blog's up .
pm me if you wanna read .
LOL.
i dont think anyone wants . lmaos .
www.shutup--rachh.blogspot.com

For the win , yes no ?

yohh .
JIAYOU RVVT NUMBER 07 , ON TMR'S MATCHH!
YAYAYYYY .
HAHAHHAA. RV FTW !

Hopes crashing down , fast .

omgosh, shikai told me sb frm his classs gonna transfer outta vb!
means i have chance, (verylittle)
omgomg, my hopes are so high up, just dont send it crashing down again ! please .
please .please !

out right through the window .

HOOORAYY .
finally, new skin's upp! i did sme changes , but the credits still belongs to the person yeahh ! haha, omgosh, did i say tht out ? zzomg. >< maybe i was tooo happy ! yay, pretty in PINK ! hohoho (: so pretttyyy ! and i changed my curtains ! like finally omgomgomg, it's super chio one . hahaha , dont believe come my house see you idiot . -.- LOL anw, went to plaza sing and bugis with enxian and ying. bought boxers. (not for me la , duh) LOL. and um, sth unexpected happened. -.- rofl, LOL. how am i going to sch tmr ? shitass. anw, gonna do hmwk now ! ohno ! LA ! ah , still havent think of what to do yet .
ohnoohno !

Love Lies In There .

oyeahh , oyeahhh, oyeahh, uhh huh , uhhuh, uhh hhuhh . -do the hand thingy-
YAY, I'LL B MISSING TWO OF MY TUITIONS TMR . OYEAHH .
so wonderfully, perfect , (too much of twilight ) .
OYEAHH , EDWARD . (currently in the omgfriggging high mood, beware) anw, LOL. i'll be going out with precious and happypill, junhui tmr for the project !uhhhuhhhuhhuh , oyeh .
to plazasing , oyehh . then to buggiiis ! oyehhh.
umm, actually going for aesthetic project. we're going icemonster to ask how much will they pay if we are going to do ads for them ;D
wonderful .
taking more neos, to fill up my ohsoempty wallet . opuhleaseee . LOL.
hahhaa. anw , today's rv 53rd anniversary . well done, you're growing OLDER, while im growing up . haha LOL , obvious, im not saying im old. LOL. 14 niahh . (:
heh , LOL.
dance was perfect, walao . -.- (regretss)
today did sci prac, was fuunn , poppping corns . LOL.
mine, jieli, junhui, mich's popcorn chaoda . fck . -.-
ohyahh , llm come at kp us bout they way we sit hair, blahblah at speeech day . wth .
why every teacher so bias against 2k,1k one ? damn . walao . -.-
so what if we appear on newspaper before ? go and die la . -.-
anw, last night i dreamt about me, running t onowhere. like, in the night . real scary ( too much of twilight again ... )
eeyer, ohk , im going msn and um , dl songs so bye babyyyys .

Cutting, Back .

okay, this will be a real short post for today . im rushing hmwk for andrews and it's like, um , half hour later ? LOL. ok .

yesterday and today .
-went queensway with sylvia and saw peilynn .
-ps jingyi.
-urm, and sorry peilynn D;
-save enough money for pei's birthday present.
-above sounds like what im going to do LOL.
-oh, i ate two big bowls of laksa. sheesh .
-took 198 back home.
-wanted to take all the way back to queens to find VanessaT.
-in the end, dont want .
okay.
today
-went to find VanessaT. after class .
-JingYi was still pissed with me.
-Took 166(ithink) and went dover
-ate hotdog and maggi there.
-at the special place or whatever they call it .
-Geraldine was there too .
-um, took Mrt with VanessaT to jp.
-and i want to say Vanessa is a great listener .
-If only she was my sis .
-Something bad happened on the train and VanessaT. was laughing .
-Thts all .

Edward .

heyloos .
-.-
bought sch shoes .
from kappppa . heh .
(: not bad.
gonna go isetan for levi's .
yays . haha .
ole. Byebye, and oh finally bought twilight and new moooonn ! yay (:

CNY shoppings .

went shopping at fareast today, with mum .
bought quite alot of things . yays .
LOL, and nicole, i didnt see any spongebob boxers . LOL.
i think bugis got .ahha . LOL.
tmr got sch !
ah shit . -.- i dont want, and i haven done my hmwk yet. i think im going to slp then chiong hmwk hahaha . byebye .

Touched, your souls.

ohmygosh,
damn touching
(boy part, not the girl, she so mean :X)
There was a blind girl who was filled with animosity and despised the world.

She didn't have many friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else.


She always used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him. Suddenly, one day someone donated her a pair of eyes…


And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend…


She was astonished to see that her boyfriend too was blind…

He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"

She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."


With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."

School Sucks .

ohellooos. kay,whatever i know im retarded.
anw, remembered that i owe geraldine smething . shall do it now . (:
GERALDINE.
yooo, cute woman . HAHA .anw, you're cute, cute and more cute. dont know what say alr. :X
hahaa. (:

so,
school curriculum(whatever it's spelt) haha, was BAD. LOL. i realise tht we got all old teachers. as in not young ones, not by the experience okk . haha. LOL. urm so, our langarts teacher was Mdm Choo, i think . ya, she damn boring. Her lessons my eyes will auto close one . -.- so toot. then history is ms teo. .-. so byl, so old still call herself miss. and she was like faking accent lo! so nan ting . i cn fall asleep in her lesssons also . Die :X i need get high GPA this yearr ! ohno.. and i think mrlai de lesson more interesting lo ! at least he laugh alot . .-. LOL.hahaha. and geog is still mrbryan tan . and he got blog . x.x omg. haha. and chinese is the same. and oh, math teacher not mr ang anymore alr . whywhywhywhy ! noo . he our bestflend nehh! dang . is mrs goh. from her lessons i htink she can teach well, but a bit fierce la hor. haha.
shitzxzzzz , i must pay attention in class now lo ! and i hate the year1s for robbing my place being a year1 . LOL. i want last year de orientation lehh . damnn . and the first few days of sch damn siann . keeep want to fall asleep lehh . x) then, umm tmr 5.15pm got guides . siao eh . .-.
so late. -.- damn . LOL. i go to class blog alr. make skinn ! weeheee . (:
Byebye .

PeiLynn's .

and so, little nyonya is over. FINALLY ~ yay, sooo nice! OUXUAN ! awww...
heh. erm ok, so yesteryesterday went chinese tuition with nicole. That woman ask me to do three du hou gans, so i was like whatever . haha. okeh, then met at gekpoh, and brought bubbletea. on the way saw peijia and dexter and some other random ppl . gosh x.x LOL. haha. then em, we try to walk our way to shenlaoshi's hse. omg. and we did that lo! hahahaaa. smart me . hahaha .(: so the tuition go on and urm, surprisingly she neh scold LOL. only ask us to hand in next wk (: and then she let us off earlier by 10minutes (: haa, then we went to the playgrnd near her hse, cos i wanna play the swing X: haha. LOL. then walk back, lost for a while. haha, went to macs and brought applepie . (: then her mum come fetch her and i walked home haha .(:
AND PEILYNN'S BIRTHDAY IS HERE ! (:

EDWARD IS MINE .

EDWARD CULLEN , IS MINE, MINE, MINE .
hahahhaaa. back posting again . and once i hit 100posts, im gonna change my url. heh. (:
, ok for fun . -o- lol . i really dont know what to say. and guanhong look really cute in rulang uniform . ;D hahaaa, heh. MY GENES . lol . -.- hahaa, and omgomg, edward cullen is frigggging hawt, hot, dog .haha . LOL. yah, omgwtfbbq hot looking . LOL. omg. -.- sheeeesh . crazee . ahaha! LOL. anw, ok fine. i know it's tooo late to post about my new year resolution. but, whatever.
1. To get GPA of 3.0 . PLEASE .
2. Be a real goood senior. But not in Guides . roflmao .
3. Save 300bucks. this will lasts for my two num bag .heh .
4. Be rich. LOL.
5. Eat 20bucks chocolate everyday and go on a world tour twice . HAH .
6. Do all of the above .-o-

anw, 2008 is a great year . (hope 2009 will be better yehh ?)
please , LOL. anw, thanks to my friends. heh . (: yay ! i love you ! erm, Jingyi, Nicole, Ying, Val, Vit, Vic, Yuanfang, Jiaxin.. so on .

Jingyi .
Thank you for being there when im always not happy or feeeling sad ! i really love your crazinesss . heh !

Nicole .
Crazy Bannananana !
hahaaaaa, sisters for 3years, few days . HAHAA ! loveeee ! LOL. eh, i realise i know valerie 1more year than you .HAHAHA .llololol . haha. anyw, i want to tell you , your high-nesss is very unbearable, but somehow, i got used to it and i like it . -.- haha. HHAA. and your ability to kop-e foood is super. LOL. teach me smetimes please. -.- hahaha . <3

HO AH YING .
HAPPYYYPILL !
i feeeeel like eating you . hahaa, then i can be happpy forveer. HHAA .
anw, i guesss you really make me happpy. haha ! onemore year to go ok ! workhard and last LOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG(must) ! with ch ok ! hmmph, if he bully you must tell me one la. -o- haha. i go bash him .LOL. haha. (:

Valerie K.
helllooo . LOL. you idiot. HAWT, HAHA .hothotdog .LOL. this woman . hahaa, 4years few days alr. LOL. although last time like we drifted away . but everything was made up during that vivo and lot 1 thing ! ahhaa, rmb that duck guy who asked for your nommba ? hahhaa. so funnyyy . lol. and nice one too . heh . (: anw, your dream being a whatever thta walks on the hollywood red carpet whatever whatever whatever better come true ok ! then i'll go ask for your signature and stalk you everyday . (since i know where you lived !) HHAHA, you better not move house i tell you . -.- hahaa. anw, happpy new year !

Valerie Y.
hellooo, my sweettestlover ! . hahaaaa (: LOL. thankyou for listening in my blabberings as well as jingyi's ! hahaha (: ILOVE YOU ! anw, happy new year. and urm . onemoreyear to GO .yippppee .

Vanessaaa Tan .
hello, SIAOZHARBO . siao one . hahaa. but i like your ziliannesss and your crazinesss. it makes me go high everytime .and remind me not to go movie with you again ! you will pinch me lo! i dont dare go alr la. anyw, the outings with you girls are very fun. esp the one at kbox. ahahhaa (: heh . LOL. rmb, we secretly toook photo of this guy who is weiping's(?) cousin . hahaa, ok , maybe not secretly la. -.- hahaa. LOL. anw, i loveyou .

Vanessa Chan .
hello woman,
LEEEJUNKI IS SO SHUAI RIGHT, AND HE'S YANNING'S RIGHT ? YESYESS ! hahaha. omg, you this siaozharbo, so rich siahh . hateyou and your lappy. i hate you . hahaaaa. i like you crazineessss aahhaa. and always have fun going out with you !HAHAAA . and last thing , leeejunki is so mine . haha .

YuanFang .
this woman ! hahaa. although she loook damn guai and nice . she's not lo ! hahaa, but she talk quite softly .hahaha .i love you laaaa ! alamak .ahhaha . (: you're super sweeet can . hahaha (: aand, happpy new year !

Jiaxin .
HELLO YOU WOMAN . ehwait, no .
bimbotic girl .ahahhaa . -screams bimboticaly(?)-
hahaaa. hahaa .LOL . PINK AH PINK , OMGOMG SO CHIO . -.- hahaa, lol . isnt this what you normally say ?
ahhahaaaa.a omg. thankyou for being my girlguide-mate. hahaa, without you i dont know how to live in guides alr. -.- !



doneeeee. !


ohwait, one last one .


JERMINE
girllff ! stay strong ok . i will always be there for you , nomatter what ? if he really dont want, then nevermind lo! there's always a nicer one waiting out there for you ! ok! ok! loveees ~ (:
my friennnnnd , wait, girlfrienddd !

Quizz , 30th post .

well done, this' s my 30th post. YAY .claps . CLAP LA . -o-
anyw, saw this quiz from enxian's blog and kop-ed it . Heh.

2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?
-definitely
Done something you've regretted?
-Many .
Lost someone?
-one .
Cut class?
-Nope .
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
-Yeahh .
Visited a different country?
-Yeapps, Taiwan♥ !
Cooked a gross meal?
-Failed Pancake, atte
Lost something important to you?
-Three Ezlinks .
Got a gift you adore?
-Sadly, no.
Tripped over a coffee table?
-Lol, im not careless la .-o-
Dyed your hair?
-Next year, definitely .
Came close to losing your life?
-once, almost bang down by a car, while jay-ing .
Went to a party?
-yeah, angmoh's . -.-

Read a great book?
-Yeah, Twilight. i read it online . =X
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
-No ! BBT I WILL HAUNT YOU . !

2008:
Friends and Enemies:

Did you meet any new friends this year?
-quite alot, and lose some.
Did you dislike anyone?
-what do you think ?
Did you grow apart from anyone?
-definitely, very . regret .
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
-quite alot, when i reflect up

2008:
Your BIRTHDAY!:

Did you have a cake?
-yupps .
Did you get any presents?
-yeah, a present, from vit .

2008:
All about YOU:

Did you change at all this year?
-quite i think

Did you change your style?
-cutted bangs ? counts ?

Did you have a job?
-nope.

Did you drive?
-nope .

Did you own a car?
-i aspire to own a HOT RED BMW sports car, yeh, and drive it all around singapore .

Did you go on any vacations?
-yeah.

Would you change anything about yourself now?
-nope, im perfect. thats what i think .

2008:
Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?
-not very good for me .
Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
-it better .

I confess that in 2008 I...
(♥) stayed single for the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) had your heart broken
( ) mooned someone
(♥) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) came out of the closet
( ) had an abortion?!
(♥) done something you've regretted OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on Friendster
(♥) visited a foreign country
(♥) cut in a line of waiting people
(♥) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(♥) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
(♥) prank called someone

In 2008 I...
[♥] broke a promise
[ ] fell out of love
[♥] lied
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[♥] disappointed someone close
[♥] hid a secret
[♥] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[♥] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[♥] changed your outlook on life
[♥] sat home all day doing nothing
[♥] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] given up on something/someone important to you (you)
[♥] lost something expensive
[♥] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ ] made a change in your life
[ ] found out who your true frien​ds were
[ ] stayed up till sunri​se
[♥] had friends who were drifting away from u
[♥] had a high cell phone bill

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Reply Tags :
JiaXin : Haha, (: LOL.
PeiHao : Who ask you so stupid, other ppl no problem leh ! :X
Ys : Yah, wait you're wrong eh ! Chio without the "" ok . -o-, if you come My blog and tag, i expect constructive comments . Thankyou .
Ys : Hmm, i wonder why too eh . LOL. you boliao isit ? Ask them la, dont come to my blog and kachiao .
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JiaXin : Heh, Nice one . -o-
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wenxi : thanks dear ~ haha.
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done . haha, anw, thanks for the tags that keep my tagboard going. LOL. I mean the constructive ones , HEAR THAT ? lol . hahaa , anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MERRY XMAS .
fine, BELATED . lol , my comp broke down . apologiesss .HAHA . LOL. umm , so , first day of sch . SUPER SIAN ! gosh . -vomit blooood- omg, yannning you alright ? NO .
kay, bye .